weight in!!

So I have had a crazy few weeks, Everyone was trying to get things in before Christmas and well it meant the last week of Nov and 1st week of Dec that has been busy! But I have been trying VERY hard not to go crazy. So I have had a few treats the last couple nights, but when asked if I wanted more of something I say 'no I am good thank you' and don't reach for more!! I am going to keep doing it every time we are out, not to go back, to fill once and get a few of my favorite things and no go over board, because I am fortunate enough to live in a place where I can get food every day and will not starve... Does anyone feel like that sometimes, like oh my goodness I have to eat all this because what if there is no food tomorrow type of feeling. Well I have to admit that I have felt this way especially when it's a favorite that I have to eat it all right now, but really there is tomorrow and I can freeze it if I really want to keep something or make more another time. It's not an all or nothing, it is a little bit at a time and tomorrow is another day. not sure how much sense that ramble made but moving on!!

Week 13 weight 203.2 -1.2 (11.8 lbs total)

Week 14 weight 201.2 -2 (13.8 Total!)

WHooHOO. I have done good!! I am going to get below 200 before Christmas! That is so exciting for me and to do it before my baby turns 1 even better. And I am so loving it and feeling better about my self...no one has really noticed about the almost 15lbs gone, but that's okay. My mom says she notices that I have been losing but I am not sure if she is just saying that because she knows I am trying or what. But either way it makes me feel good that she is noticing. She has recently lost a lot of weight herself and I am a little jealous but so happy for her too, since she has wanted to do it for 25 years. I have learned that I can not wait until I am in my 50's to lose this weight and the sooner I do it the better role model I will be for my children. My oh my! Next week under!! Do you think It will happen!!!!