just not there yet...

Ok, so I have a baby and 4 other children. I have a wonderful husband who is around and present when it comes to everything. I have a nice home.

I am restless...I think is the best word to describe how I am feeling. However there is not much I want to do about it...

I think the LONG LONG winter we are having is a huge part of it.

I love eating mini eggs and have a hard time controlling it....I know I need to get them out of the house. Well easter is this weekend and my children will get them.

I want to lose but the scale is staying the same or going up a touch. I get discouraged by the numbers right now.

I know some don't step on a scale and just keep going. I know some do it everyday to keep motivated. I need to do it everyday to be motivated it seems that works better for me, but at the same time, when the number is up I hate it and when it's down it doesn't last.

I need a kick in the pants and get back to the couple work outs a day!!

I have been doing mornings for the most part. I have started the running again, hard when you are nursing! I started week 2 today. It went well.

I wish I had the cash to get a trainer in right now, that would be great. I have one I can get 3 times a week for $99, But I don't have the cash right now. I need the kick so I can keep on going!

sorry about the rant a little...just feeling it day!!

~T