I can do it

So I know I have not been around. I am busy with my 5 little munchkins. They are the best thing in my life along with my hubby!

However I know how important they are to me and I am guessing that I am just as important to them. I don't want my daughter to have the same weight issues that I have....I know part is what we are born with...but I want her to see me work hard and eat well.

It's a new week and I am starting over yet again.

I have been to 4 out of 25 boot camps as of today. It's going well. I needed the push that is for sure. I like the 30 minutes I have to myself when I get home. I am up early to pump before going so my little guy has food if he wakes while I am gone, making it an even longer day. But I need this kick. I am also doing it with 2 good friends which is good for me also, then I HAVE to go.

I am not going to worry right now about my #'s. I am going to focus on working out and eating well and getting enough to drink. And hoping my shorts fit better soon!!

~T

just not there yet...

Ok, so I have a baby and 4 other children. I have a wonderful husband who is around and present when it comes to everything. I have a nice home.

I am restless...I think is the best word to describe how I am feeling. However there is not much I want to do about it...

I think the LONG LONG winter we are having is a huge part of it.

I love eating mini eggs and have a hard time controlling it....I know I need to get them out of the house. Well easter is this weekend and my children will get them.

I want to lose but the scale is staying the same or going up a touch. I get discouraged by the numbers right now.

I know some don't step on a scale and just keep going. I know some do it everyday to keep motivated. I need to do it everyday to be motivated it seems that works better for me, but at the same time, when the number is up I hate it and when it's down it doesn't last.

I need a kick in the pants and get back to the couple work outs a day!!

I have been doing mornings for the most part. I have started the running again, hard when you are nursing! I started week 2 today. It went well.

I wish I had the cash to get a trainer in right now, that would be great. I have one I can get 3 times a week for $99, But I don't have the cash right now. I need the kick so I can keep on going!

sorry about the rant a little...just feeling it day!!

~T

BLAH

So it's been a while and I want to say that I am totally motivated, well I am not.

At least not fully...

I have worked out in the last week 5 times, so that's good.

I have decided that if I don't work out 1st thing in the morning that is ok too, as long as I do it at some point

I have started my running program again and will be doing the 3rd run tomorrow.

I feel great when I work out and it takes away some of the stress. (I really should have worked out today! But there is no chance, but I guess I could be doing that instead of bloggin! But then I would have to shower since I have a meeting tonight!)

I have been eating WAY WAY WAY too much crap and am craving sweet like nothing else. I have to get over this and soon.

I have been drinking a good amount of water.

I have been walking to get the kids when I can and going on family walks.

I have been trying to get to sleep when the little man goes down so I get more zzz's

I have to get back on my schedule of housework, and been doing pretty good, but need to get better!

Oh the lists!

Wish me luck on getting better.

I can't say I know what I weigh right now, but will blog about that one of these days....I still think I need more sleep to get organized!

~T

off to a slow start....

My little man isn't 6 weeks yet and I am itching in a sense to get back, but have given myself until the 6 weeks to make many changes. All I want is sugar and I am not sure how to get off of it!

I hope that I can in the next few days not eat as much and then stop buying it. But we have had so many birthdays in the last 3 months it is so hard to get off of it!

I have started tracking irregularly right now, will have to get better at it. My hubby is going to work with me more to lose and we are going to get up and work out together once I am not feeding in the night it will be easier. My little guy is giving me more sleep but it is still tiring to feed all day long!

Hope you are well out there in the blogging world!

T

Starting again

Hi Everyone,

I don't know if even anyone is checking this blog anymore, but I am back. I have had baby #5 and need to do it all over again! The lowest I got before being pregnant again was 191.

I am now at 200. I have lost in the last 3 weeks since baby about 15 lbs, so that feels good, too bad it was all baby and a little more and I wish I could do the next 15 as easily as those!

I am going to start by tracking food. Since exercise is not going to happen just yet, still getting over the having a baby!

My goals are simple for the next 3 weeks before the docs appointment

1) track food every day, I am going to start using the Losin it app again on my phone!

2) do a little more, going up and down stairs running around after my kids!

3) if I have had a good night sleep do the Wii EA active on the wii with the kids.

Long Term goals

1) track food

2) Work out 5 times a week come about June, I should have babe on a good schedule!

3) Start running again, using the running app on my phone

4) get to 165 by the end of the year!

closing shop

So I am not very good at blogging at this time in my life and am going to close up shop for a little while, I will still be checking out other blogs just not writing here. Good luck to everyone in their journeys and life!

~T

well

I know it's been a while again. Sorry to those who do read, I don't know who most of you are but thanks.

I am holding at the 190 right now. I have been up and down with feeling not so great and feeling ok. My children too have been up and down especially the youngest. He has a runny nose right now. And he is a big suck when it comes to being sick and wanting to be in my arms all the time. I just finished my 1st boat camp and it was great. I am going to keep going for the rest of the summer. I have a few things in my life that are happening and will wait to let you know those. We are working on the yard and the trampoline is up right now and the kids are loving it. They have something more than just riding bikes, which they love to do, but I can't be out there all the time with them, so now they can be in the yard.

we are good and happy and not so healthy but getting back I hope soon.

Who has some great plans this summer?!

we are going to go camping in August, but we stay close to home for the most part....